i just realised it has been like 1 mth since i last blogged..
life one mth ago and now is a little different.
i no longer have the time and energy to blog as often.
however, if anyone is still interested, or cares, i will still be blogging...
just super duper slow.......
time has to always take good things away from me.
i sometimes do ask myself why...
time has to always take good things away from me.
i sometimes do ask myself why...
why cant good things be here to stay and bad stuff whisk past quickly.
perhaps being human, we usually think of bad things more than the good stuff, thinking that the good is suppose to be how it is.
i'm already 22 and i still dont know what i want in life..
failure i know..
for now, i wish so much to just stop...
slow down, and take a good look at my surroundings.
listen to myself.
and ask myself what i really want to achieve in life.
perhaps being human, we usually think of bad things more than the good stuff, thinking that the good is suppose to be how it is.
i'm already 22 and i still dont know what i want in life..
failure i know..
for now, i wish so much to just stop...
slow down, and take a good look at my surroundings.
listen to myself.
and ask myself what i really want to achieve in life.
the last time i really felt happy was on my birthday.
someday somehow, i wish i could smile like tt again..
or....
perhaps have the courage to hide all my feelings and smile like i truly mean it.
this hurts so bad.
it has been a rainy day ever since....................
