u left and didn't even bother to sms
u came back and didn't even bother to say hi
u took my stuff and don't feel bad about it
u made me go out knowing i was tired
u simply changed after she left
u know i was not feeling happy yet u did nth





does any of u even see me as someone important?
i do. and i now feel stupid.

the first time i cried on my way back home.

i couldn't hold them back.
i don't know what triggered those tears.

but they just won't stop.

maybe......
its just the weather
rain, please go away...

i thought i could go on forever.

i thought i was strong enough.

i thought i had a passion that could hold me through.

i thought i was good enough.
i thought i was as important as another.

i thought i was different from others.





but...

i'm starting to think i am not what i thought i was.






i think i really need a break.

i need help...
i cant stop spending...

i'm in love with a ferragamo shoe...
i'm in love with this prada wristlet...
i'm in love with a marc by marc jacob bag...



and i went mad spending 100 bucks worth of shampoo and hair mask...
speaking of which, i've finally had my hair coloured..

went for brown instead of red this time...
having black hair for 2 whole years, it took me some time to get use to this new colour..



but being fan jian, i miss my black hair =(





p.s i love my bf and my friends and my family too..
sis pls come home with my ferragamo...